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I've not made a journal since 2017...
So Hello, it's me.
It's been a while since I've talked to everyone. It's almost been a full year since the last journal and in it I told you all that I was going to a creative crisis and I was depressed. Since then things have changed and improved although it's been a slow start. I think it'll still be a while before I can arrange bigger projects again. I love doing the book photos and still life but I love portraits and conceptual work to but they require so much time and I'm currently in the process of trying to get more.
I've had problems with my job but hopefully that will be sorted for me. To keep it short I basically told my manager t
I'm Trying
Since starting my job I've been having what I like to call a creative drainage. Bit by bit my drive to creative is getting thinner. I'm feeling frustrated and angry at myself because I feel like I can't do the things I love. I managed to find that creative spark while doing inktober but now its over I feel like I'm back to where I started. I'm trying so hard to beat this. I'm sorry that I've gotten so behind on here, since I had nothing to upload I didn't come on but I can't wait to look through all of your work and hopefully it'll inspire me.
I was thinking about starting an etsy store? And make original bookmarks? I'm not a great artist bu
i'm alive!
Gosh it's been a while since I made a journal, since December last year and that's far too long for me to not make another one. It's just a shame that I've not really got anything new to update you with! I am super busy with work, I am full time but I get great money so I'm trying to save up and get shoots done, but being full time I don't really get many days off and when I do I also have other things to do.
The job is going well. I don't hate it, yet. For what I'm doing its well worth it, I get paid fortnightly which is fantastic! I still feel like the new girl, only a few people know about the work I do and I think they like it? It's hard
End of Year Journal
First off, Merry Christmas everyone! And happy holidays and wishes to those who don't celebrate it, I hope you are all having a wonderful time and looking forward till the New Year and wish that 2017 will be a great fresh start. This year has been difficult, it's been a bit of a mess but 2016 has been surprisingly successful for me, it's been so much better than 2015! I want to thank everyone for making this such an amazing year for me. I feel like I have grown so much, with all your comments and feedback, all the support has been overwhelming. There are so many of you now watching me and I hope I can continue to impress you.
I never thought
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Thank you for featuring one of mine honey 
You know I think your pictures are wonderful and that you are too.
I'm sure you will climb out of the ditch you feel you are currently in. These feelings don't last for ever honey
Constantly doing college work is draining if you don't feel like it is really your work
I wish for better things for you sweetie and as soon as possible
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You know I think your pictures are wonderful and that you are too.
I'm sure you will climb out of the ditch you feel you are currently in. These feelings don't last for ever honey
Constantly doing college work is draining if you don't feel like it is really your work
I wish for better things for you sweetie and as soon as possible
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