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I've chosen Phobia's for my graded unit! :D So please comment here and tell me your phobia/fear! 

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15 deviants said Please tell me yours!
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6 deviants said I have Mottephobia - the fear of moths! *shivers*

A lot of Crying

Journal Entry: Fri May 1, 2015, 5:20 PM


I'm finding it really hard trying to write this journal as I'm dealing with a lot of things I want to talk about but I can't seem to find the right words. I've been told to talk to people and friends about things and problems that I have but it hasn't really made me feel any better. Right now I'm really tempted to just delete all of this and pretend that I didn't try to type it.

A problem came up at home and it's effected me very badly. My graded unit on phobia's, remember how excited I was for it well, it all came crashing down because of what happened. I walked into my lecturers office in tears and I've been given a two week extension, I've to do twenty images to do and out of them only three are complete. I feel banging my head against a wall and crying, and a lot more crying.

The slightest things are triggering me to go bad, I'm hearing on Facebook that most of my classmates are almost finished or are complete and getting their prints done and I'm rocking back and forth because I feel the HND slipping out of my hands. I'm sorry for just blabbing this out now, I've been feeling like this for weeks and I didn't want to worry anyone else but as of this moment I can't see it getting any better.

Thank you everyone who's supported me and talked to me, and those who just want to fave stuff. As always I'll leave you with a feature.

Jenna

phantasmagoria by Cartismanduaedinburgh stat 3 by paddyolaEnd by Leona-Snow
Red | 443 sec by zhenyabStormy Seas by jbrumLadybugs by Schnitzelyne
Dark paradise.17 by Siera2The dandelion's blues songs by Piscisvolantiswanna stop seeing red. by SkullHeart
Shine for yourself by Gingershotsqueen of spiders by AndaelentariNymph Of The Dark Forest by EclipxPhotography
The Black Fairy by ElenaHelfrechtWilkommen in Rapture by Miss-CraneTastes Like Chicken by AcceptedOutcast


  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Blank Space - Taylor Swift
  • Reading: FanFiction
  • Watching: Markiplier
  • Playing: Bioshock 2
  • Eating: Sandwich
  • Drinking: Diet Irn Bru

Journal History

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VelvetRedBullet
I abuse the rule of thirds!
Artist | Student | Photography
United Kingdom
Current Residence: Scotland
Tag line: Passionate for portraits
Favourite quote: "Work until your idols become your rivals."

Hello there, my name is Jen-Jen and I come from Ayrshire which is a place in sunny Scotland! I studied photography once I left school then after I took a year out to go do art as I wasn't sure what road I wanted to go down. But, now I am back studying photography at City of Glasgow; photography is defo my path ;P I hope to one day be able to afford my own studio and do HUGE projects like other photographers on here :)

Skype Name - VelvetLaird
Tumblr - velvetredbullet.tumblr.com
Interests

Critiques

When two souls never meet. by Sarah--Elizabeth

For me personally this is one of your best. The way you've meshed the images together has been done excellently it reminds me mostly of...

Milk and Honey by TalesOfNightWing

At first glance the photo reminds me a lot of life on the prairie, the colours and tones are simple but it adds impact to you with adde...

I'm not the best at critiques but I think people should do them a lot more! It's always good to surprise someone :)

Before and After

Before and After of Finding the Light by VelvetRedBullet
Before and After of Banana Smile by VelvetRedBullet
Before and After of theme Tears by VelvetRedBulletBefore and After of theme Hero by VelvetRedBullet
Before n After of, Little Red n her Poison Apples by VelvetRedBulletBefore and After theme Tower by VelvetRedBullet
Before and After of Hysteria by VelvetRedBulletBefore and After of theme eye by VelvetRedBulletBefore and After of Soul Gems by VelvetRedBullet

Stamps that Speak to Me!

STOP ART THEFT STAMP by CamiFortunaScottish Accent by stamp-meI :heart: my watchers Stamp. by jugga-lizzleI Support Writing Critiques by ClefairyKidJoker Stamp by South-PolarisWriters Stamp by shadow-wolf-hauntsRock Music Stamp by Davidgtza2Never... by prosaix:: Liek thanks you :: by LiekDaily... by prosaixIRN-BRU Stamp by oh-that-guyNostalgia Critic stamp by Tartly-Sweet.: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-KotNude by maryana01CRAZY PHOTOGRAPHER by blessedchild'Notes make me feel special' stamp by SynfulldA 'til I die by tRiBaLmArKiNgSBatman Bomb Stamp by DaRk-StampsMy Chemical Romance I by darkdisciple-stampsMy First Vote by LeofaegWhose Stamp Is It Anyway? by Stock7000Love Comments Stamp by GaretiemSkyrim by skinnyveestampKeep calm and snap on by katelynrphotographyStamp: Beetlejuice 1 by StephDragonnessNikon D5200 Stamp by CroWelshI Heart Pocket Watches by ZhouTaisDayOffA l i c e by EtherealStardustRapture Stamp 2 by Wesker-Chick{ Infinite } by elecxraBatman Arkham City by 5-3-10-4Music helps me create OCs... by Riona-la-crevetteScottish Deviant Stamp by scottishSlytherin-Stamp by Dinoclawsfav-ninja by CookiemagiKWarriors Stamp by Superior-SilverfoxSkulduggery Stamp by ILoveRhun001 - Bulbasaur by PokeStampsDexAsk a GENtern by xxSnarkyStamp: TWDG: Clem and Lee by Ashley44598XBatman Arkham Asylum Stamp by NewEraUsherHellsing, Alucard stamp by IlzeProductionsThe Warriors Stamp 1 by dA--bogeymanI'm Here for the heART by ClefairyKidBioshock 2 Stamp by 3enzo

Artists vs Photographers

Just a few people I think you should really check out!

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May 4, 2015
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Miss-Crane
May 4, 2015
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Shoutbox

VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
Feeling good :)
Sat Apr 11, 2015, 6:27 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I take it hardly any of you liked my nude photography.
Sun Feb 15, 2015, 11:00 AM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I'm very mad at myself right now and just at the friggin world.
Sun Feb 15, 2015, 10:59 AM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
Ill with the cold and cough! Uugghh
Sun Nov 16, 2014, 6:48 AM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
WHAT THE FUCK HAS HAPPENED TO MY PAGE! AAAARRRGGGHHHHH
Thu Oct 16, 2014, 1:31 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I think I’m going to quit photography for a little while.
Sun Sep 28, 2014, 1:54 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I do something so personal and really out of my comfort zone and I get fuck all for it.
Tue Sep 23, 2014, 3:46 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I took a photo of my horrible body, I fixed the lighting and cropped it (I did not retouch anything, all completely me) and I thought I’d get some positive feedback about it. And I got fuck all. What is even the point anymore?
Tue Sep 23, 2014, 3:46 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I see so many f****** amazing photos and art everyday, why the f*** am I still doing this ugh
Mon Sep 15, 2014, 3:56 PM
VelvetRedBullet:iconvelvetredbullet:
I need to get back to college soon. I feel like I can't breathe any more, I need some sort of project that'll get me something.
Tue Jul 29, 2014, 3:47 PM
Nobody

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Thanks for the fave :hug:
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Thanks for the :+fav::hug:
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Thank you for adding my red squirrel photo into your favourite collection :)
Have a good day :)
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All the thanks for the fave. Foxy's Booty Dance (Chat Icon) 
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Thank you for faving The Black Mill :w00t:
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