As I'm typing this I feel very happy. Eurovision really cheered me up and I downloaded a lot of music and I'm listening to it right now jamming and rocking out! Since the last time I spoke to you guys noting really has changed or improved. I'm doing small things to try and keep my mood up like listening to music, writing, playing games. The job hunt is still terrible, oh there's a story I need to tell you!
I doubt I'm getting the job so screw it. I had an interview for a flooring and home store and I thought it would be perfect as I love selling furniture and I feel like I'm a very good retail assistant. So I was up super early getting ready looking so good then headed for the interview. I had prepared questions the night before to ask I really wanted ti impress and I was rather confident.
So I go to the store and meet the guy. He only saw me for two minutes. He asked me why I was let go from my previous job and I told him that they had took on too much staff and they were letting folk go. He then turned to me and said.
"If you're such a creative and imaginative person they would have kept you on."
I wasn't prepared for that. I was so shocked I ended up agreeing with him. I left that store with tears on the edge of my eyes I was completely embarrassed. It really brought me down and it wasn't until I was on the train home I came up with a good comeback, bloody typical. Not going to lie I thought it would have really effected my motivation but I managed to get week 19 done.
So guys please still send me some luck I really need. Oh and hello to new watchers thank you so much for following me it really helped me get over this little speed bump
And always I'll leave you with a feature,